Am I really ugly(pics included)?

Don't think you are ugly and if she wants a better looking guy then forget her. She didn't deserve you in the first place. But you should know, being attractive isn't only about being good looking. It's about take caring of yourself and keeping yourself clean. If you really want a change then go to a salon and see what you can do. But is she only likes you for what you look like, then it's not worth it at all.