Boy help?!??!?!?!?!?!?

Okay, I move a lot but no matter where I am I always find a boy I'm "crushing" on..but I moved and I can't find anyone else like this oy I really liked...but I just can't find a guy (im homeschooled so...in my youth group at church lol) that makes me laugh and that is my type! And I have had this wanting for love...and please don't tell me your young you just love the thought of love...i just want a guy to hug me tight and make feel less alone :/